3 : 51 a.m

I can't sleep. i should have been sleeping by this time. Esok kena pi lab awal sebab aku dah lap hari ini. I hate this feeling, the feeling of loneliness. Subuh pun sudah, tak boleh tidur lagi. Ayat-ayat suci Al-Quran dah 3 helai. I cried when i was reciting the holy Quran. Hopeless. Masa di mana aku perlukan pelukan dari Yang Maha Esa.

Mudahkan hidupnya,
Hiasi dengan belai-Mu,
Sucikan tangan-tangan yang memegang erat harta,
Terangi harinya,
Dengan lembut mentari-Mu,
Buka genggaman yang telah menjadi hak mereka...

How do i know that you really love me? By just saying I LOVE YOU? How can you just sleep when you know that i was feeling unstable, clueless, shocked. Don't you wanna know my feelings at all? Show me your love. More than rite now...oh please....